it probably seems like i cry over stupid shit but tbh i usually end up crying because i’ve stored up all of my upset feelings from multiple things rather than express them and then the littlest thing sets me off like spilling my drink may not be that big of a deal but when i’ve stored up that many negative emotions it feels like i busted a hole in the hoover dam
"And the age old question remains-
How can I lose something that never was mine?
You said I was always honest
when I wasn’t saying I was fine.
You said you and I are in two different places.
But without you, I’m crooked,
like my whole life needs braces.
You said (with your eyes closed)
“Do you want me to go?”
I shook my head yes
and choked down the word “no.”
We have nothing in common except
our hearts beat in sync.
Without a single touch, you somehow
pushed me to the brink.
You may be the witch here
who harbors evil dark powers.
But let’s face what we’ve created
and see which one of us cowers.
I was not, am not, will not be afraid.
I’ll still sleep in my bed where I know you have laid.
So let the sun burn me, don’t point out the shade.
Today you left me and for the first time
- "What My Heart Is Leaking" by Kim Rhodes (via perfect)